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The Sun/Son is coming thru

September 14, 2010

The past several days, I have had peace when I think of Michael. It doesn’t hurt to think of him. I am thanking God for this gift of painless remembrance.  I don’t know how long this will last, and I pray daily for it to continue. I seek it, crave it now. Experiencing such depths of pain and sorrow, grief and anger, I’m ready for the season of peace and hope. I’m ready for a season to just rest and recover. There are still times that a song will catch me off guard, or a picture I come across that I wasn’t expecting.  And the stores are still difficult to navigate, but now I am able to redirect my eyes, or ears away from whatever is causing my pain.  Usually I hear, “I am with you, let me carry you.”  “It’s okay, I’m here.”  These softly spoke words spoken into my soul and heart, help me so much more than I can say.

In a senseless world, full of chaotic choices, banquet style beliefs and views, I am comforted by the I Am, the Healer and Creator of my life.

I am beginning to see what might come from my loss, and in it’s ‘ugliness’ I see beauty forming. I see the hope that is given to others. I am grateful.

Hello Peace, I’ve been waiting for you, longing for you enter my home. I hope your stay is a permanent one.

2 Comments leave one →
  1. September 15, 2010 4:15 pm

    Oh Peggy!!!!

    I remember hearing those same words whisper quietly into my heart one morning, “I’m with you, Mommy.”

    Out of what seemed like nowhere.

    It is a wondrous thing, to find that peace. I can’t promise it will stay, but I can promise it will return. And eventually, it will stay around for longer and longer periods of time.

    Peace and Grace, my friend.



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